Year Of The Horse

chorus riff

solo riff

     E                  G#
it's been a while since i last cried
  C#m                       B
i drown out the thoughts of suicide
     E             G#
with chemicals and lots of pills
      C#m                            B
but i guess its still cheaper than a hospital bill
    E             G#
but now i feel so numb and empty
C#m                    B
i wouldn't care if the world was ending
E                  G#
i have goals and pacific coast dreams
  C#m           B
i also have low self esteem
E                G#
socrates and the apostles creed
    C#m                       B
and everything else that i've ever believed
      E                G#
is it all a sham is it all a lie?
C#m          B
i admit i'm afraid to die
 E      G#
alone, alone
       C#m          B
i dont want to die alone
 E      G#
alone, alone
       C#m               B
i dont want to die on my own
chorus riff

E                   G#
i just wanna tour around the world
    C#m                B
and matter the most to just one girl
    E                   G#
but i dont think that i ever will
C#m                       B
everything moves fast but i stand still
E           G#
now i am so numb and empty
C#m                    B
i wouldn't care if the world was ending
E                      G#
i've got problems with no remedies
     C#m              B
i've also got self destructive tendencies
E                        G#
im a fucking loser and i dont talk to girls
         C#m                 B
and i've never had a teenage romance unfurl
  E                               G#
i listen to the beach boys in the darkness of my room
      C#m                      B
and i make my own music in the hopes of getting you
     E        G#
with me, with me
   C#m       B
in holy matrimony
     E        G#
with me, with me
C#m     B
i am so lonely