I Accept That

                C
Remember when I called you cause Abby was wasted
C
And didn't know how to get home
F
We drove around til she sobered up
      G
And then I went home alone
C
It's kind of funny cause she married Ben
C
And I still see them every now and again
        F
And I'm glad they're doing well
            G
Sometimes I think I'm doing well too
C           G           F
Doo-doo-doo-doo doo-doo-doo
                 C
Remember when we realized how much we cared
C
But we still didn't talk for a couple of years
       F
So you kept writing letters and I kept writing songs
            G
But you can neither give up or admit it's wrong
C
It's kind of funny because most nights
C
I've got so much on my mind but I feel alright
      F
or at least okay, but I still don't forget it
     G                                           C
The longest night and the guilt that came with it
    C                 F
And I gotta believe something
        C
I spent half my life trying to figure it out
       F                     G
And the other half trying to believe in nothing
Am         F                   G
And when I wrote this down, I cried
G                           Am
And when we used to talk, I lied
           C                G
And when I say that I don't care
G
I think I'm starting to mean it
Am           F              G
I'm picking up those pieces well
G
This night has gone to hell
               Am                 F
And we're all, "Let's talk about the past,
G                C          G
back when we were made to last"
C, G, Em, C,
F
And all I've got in this world
F
Is like thirty five dollars and small amount of skill
               F G A
So I don't mind
                F G C
I'm staying home
             F      G    Dm                   F C C
Avoiding the things that make me hate the most
                 F G A
You're on my mind
                      F C  C
Some night it's better
             F  G  Am
I can't feel worse than that it's all regret
  F
I hope it doesn't last forever