Sober Haha Jk Unless

(same phrase repeats through verses)
i've been thinking
about it every hour
lights are off and it's harder
to do without power
the weather doesn't help
the snow is falling down
my feet are broken, knees are loose
and I end up on the ground
i don't really know
if I want to overdose
maybe I'm just constantly scared
of being on my own
a head without the thoughts
i think that's what I need
maybe I'm just too messed up to succeed

(this phrase repeats through the rest of the song)
can I have any closure
a broken home
a lone window pane and maybe I just
am a loner
and can I get
sober
a broken bone, a long night of shame
and I'll pretend that it won't hurt
can I get
sober
can I stay
sober