Popular Monster

Am
Yeah

Am
I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
        G
I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
     F
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
        E7
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
  Am
I battle with depression, but the question still remains
        G
Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?
       F
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
           E7
Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay
Am
Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
         G
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
         F                                  E7
And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

                    Am                          G
'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
      F                                              E7
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster
  Am                       G                      F
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
      E7
I'm a popular, popular monster
Am

  Am
I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
      G
Every wall that I knocked down is just a wall that I replace
         F
I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
         E7
How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
      Am
Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste
    G
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
       F
But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
           E7
Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay
 Am
Okay, motherfucker, now you got my attention
          G
I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
            F
And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
      N.C
Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified
Am
I fell asleep at the wheel again
G
Crashed my car just to feel again
    F                                   E7
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

                    Am                          G
'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
      F                                              E7
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster
  Am                       G                      F
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
      E7
I'm a popular, popular fucking monster

Am
Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh
Am
We're sick and tired of wondering
Am
Praying to a god that you don't believe
Am
We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
Am                            N.C.
So the question I ask is, oh, where the fuck is your god now?
Am Dm Am Dm
(these chords align with the synth in the background, not the guitar riff or bassline)

                    N.C.
'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
      N.C
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster
  Am                       G                      F
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
      E7
I'm a popular, popular monster
Am G

      F                                              E7
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster
Am

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