Unmade

Intro: A, A, B, E x2
Verse 1:
C
Give me a sec to collect my thoughts
A
I write them down and I dust them off
          E
Just some book on a shelf with a missing page
And the front torn off
            B
I guess the words I made got in the way
And never got across
           C
I know we don't got much to say
But I miss the days when we used to talk
             A
Waiting for change, but each day goes by
I remind myself that our time got lost
            E
Do you ever think of me? or not at all...
Hope hurts most when the truth's involved
         B
So just know, I hope you don't
Cause I do my best up against the wall
Pre-Chorus:
                 A
I don't want to float through life, I wanna drown in it
Break myself down, turn around in it
B
Take it until I've had enough and then build it back up
From the top to the ground again
       C
So go ahead and say what you need to say
Cause those words might have hurt me yesterday
        E
And dig deep in the cuts of my chest
Just to find out that you'll never get the best of me
        A
So dear tragedy, have a seat
I don't give a fuck what you do to me
      B
Cause yeah this light's going to burn out
But I can't fall, never learned how
      B
And a light can hide when it's dark now
I told a lie when the truth would've worked out
Chorus:
C
There's nothing left for me to say
E
And all my friends gave me away
B
When every word has been unmade
A
You hide your eyes and fall away
C
If there's something left for you to say
E
Some twisted words, a shattered phrase
B
Rolls off the tongue, it falls and fades
A
Lied to your face, I'll never change
Bridge: A, B, G, C, B x2      E
Verse 2:
      C
Am I sick of home, or just homesick?
Exhausting how I can't focus
 A
Adjust and go, flux and flow
Smile so you don't notice
             E
Cause right now, now's not a good time
You don't want to know me on the inside
 B
Shadows move fast in a blackout
Lost in a dark place, gone, but I'm back now
        C
At the start, wasn't no one there for me
To care for me, I tiptoed carefully
     A
And yeah, you were looking to embarrass me
But you move in the dark so carelessly
         E
And the worst thing? I miss you bad...
I hate myself for the times we had
        B
Tell me now what it's like to know
Once you let go you can never get it back
Pre-Chorus:
               A
They say when no one believes you, believe yourself
Stare in the mirror until you see yourself
 B
Crawl until you walk until you free yourself
And when they start lending hands you won't need the help
         C
But I'm lost in the glare of the limelight
Scared at the thought of my old life
  E
Phone in my hand and it's midnight
All missed calls, guess I never got the time right
        A
So dear tragedy, have a seat
I don't give a fuck what you do to me
      B
Cause yeah this light's going to burn out
But I can't fall, never learned how
Chorus:
C
There's nothing left for me to say
E
And all my friends gave me away
B
When every word has been unmade
A
You hide your eyes and fall away
C
If there's something left for you to say
E
Some twisted words, a shattered phrase
B
Rolls off the tongue, it falls and fades
A
Lied to your face, I'll never change